Monday, 17 August 2015

From me to myself



Today it’s a different you,
Someone I never knew.
It seems like an eternity,
That I SEE YOU live in a world of you.

This world seems to be untrue,
while You behave rude,
making me worthy of believing,
that I am the reason you are screwed.

Do you remember how we use to dream?
Together we use to sketch our every seam,
All seems to be a part of a long gone history
As today you live with an unResolved mystery

I am penning my thoughts
So you could listen to my voice.
At least for once I could think of something
Or my brain will be dead with all this noise.

Honestly now I am scared of you
For me this is shockingly new
I used to be wild and chilled out
I wish I could for once bring you back to you.

I demanDed a simple life
I only want you and a world of mine
You talk like a dreadful knife
Chopping my soul into pieces undefined

i try to listen but you pay no heat
i keep asking and you are provoked
You switch off your cell phone and stay alone
Without even thinking,  “where will she go ?”.

Helpless I am every single day
As I am going, when with you I want to stay
I have no choice but to go
Coz a mother iN disparity needs a new hope

You will never be burdened from my end
I wish and always pray that whatever you urge you get
your joyfulness’ is missed and demanded
for you have an aura that styles you different
  
 TODAY IT’S A DIFFERENT YOU,
SOMEONE I NEVER KNEW.
IT SEEMS LIKE AN ETERNITY,
THAT I SEE YOU LIVE IN A WORLD OF YOU.